Guess what guys, it's new years holiday! Until the 23rd or something, I get to do whatever I want. I was supposed to be working on Nietzsche and all my other readings (which I will get to), but I started browsing on the fun internet and then I just HAD to make my own archive you know...My own diary online and stuff. My digital brain! Anywho, this is still a work in progress, but I am happy with what it is at the moment.

Shanghai is so weird. It's so big and it's so small at the same time. This city is neither living or dead. It reeks of breath but it is devoid of life, you know? It's valentines, so we decide to go outside. And we both know that the only reason we go outside is to look for something, some sort of fulfillment because the inside has nothing. The inside has everything you could ever want, but at the end of the day you're still staring at the blinking towers and wondering if they can speak. Missing out? No, not really, I couldn't care less what other people are doing. More like I can't speak to one person and some profile pictures for the entirety of my life, and I sure can't stay in one place for too long. As always, there's not a single living person in this city and there isn't in my room either. At least I have control over my room, it's cozy. Whatever, you'll never find it.